""""wei memorias""""

2007-01-06T00:18:00.000+08:00

so happy tat she is back...

there so much things i wanna talk to u..
so much so much...
the whole week all my mind is on u..
i jus donno why too...
i jus felt so alone...
i have lots of things to talk to you....

tat's life.. live it up!!!

2007-01-03T00:52:00.000+08:00

it's being a long time i bloggin..
time realli files
at split seconds, we are in 2007 le and countin...
time realli don wait for us isnt it?

recently had been into a jap drama called " 1 litre of tears"
it's based on a true story of a girl 15 , diagnosed with a disease called Spinocerebellar Degeneration. she fought hard and persist on..
she kept on writin on her diary so that she can alwis remind herself to live on..
her will to figth the disease is undescribable.
but sadly......
she passed away eventualli at the age of 25 in the yr 1988..
her diary was published and sold over millions of copies.
the title called "1 litre of tears".....
if anyone do came across this drama, it sure touch ur heart didn't it?...

dear, know u are still in korea..
hope u are enjoyin ur holiday so far..
it mus be realli cold there right?
do u have ur coats on..?
u can cope with the food there..?
are u able to slp well..?
i'm missin u real lot here..
realli missed u..
once u came back gonna go find u..
<3

2006-12-13T22:43:00.000+08:00

i gave everything into this,
i tried to be the best.....
but it's not wat i wanted in the end...

kinda shit life $&%*#

2006-12-12T00:50:00.000+08:00

wonder whether this blog does it still alive?? haha..

it's been a mth since i last blog..

this isn't wat i wan in my life, it seems my life is jus like this,
perhaps i had to admit to it and accept it ba...
haha..

3 wks break is here..
wish it's here soon..,
cos i need it eagerly..

2006-11-08T15:42:00.000+08:00

is this blog dead...?
well, had not been bloggin for long while..
thoughts were plenty...
exam is coming, everythin is runnin on high tempo now..
can i chase on?
live it up mr neo....

2006-11-08T15:40:00.000+08:00

this song.............

chasing cars by snow patrol

21 Oct.., wat a day it was

2006-10-21T17:21:00.000+08:00

i was so hoping to go to the BBQ together....
realli hopin to meet up wit them..
but in the end i was denied..

jus wat's wrong?
wat is wrong.. anyone can let me know...?
i'm so tired..
why can't anyone understand..
work, slp, study to keep myself bz..
i don wanna come home...

there still a long way ahead...........

2006-10-14T02:21:00.000+08:00

started a new life.....

got to know 2 new frenzs at workplace
rather cool..
siwei and Nat..
jus felt tat we all have common topics to talk on..
workin at first thai was more gd then at sakae..
i guess..

sch has been fine..
things has been goin fine for me i hope..

*wishlist*
hopefuli i can be able to get a new shorts,
bag, and definately more shirts
it's time to get back to excerise..

2006-10-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

where is my tat route which is once filled wit flowers and rainbows.........?

2006-10-05T00:12:00.000+08:00

it's jus another me afterall.......

it's broken

2006-09-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

guess it's hard ba afterall..
give me some time to think abt it ba...
i'm searchin for the best way out..
and also for the importance of u..
i wish u to be happy too...
perhaps i shld listen to wat u wan..

la la la..
sch 1st wk is jus comin to another end..
wkend will be bz workin once again..
haha.. hopefulli everythin is fine..
nothin special tat's all..
shuttin my mouth.. haha..
signin off....,

2006-09-26T01:21:00.000+08:00

life isn't realli wat u wan it to be...
we all discover we each had a different life..

last night i was out meetin wit zhao yuan.
one of my gd peers...
a person whom give me thoughts of wat he said..
i was thinkin abt the comments he said each time..
everythin word is makes me gonna think..
it's been awhile since i last met,
glad tat he is doing fine.
we were talkin abt the past, as usual..
the gd time together..
he talked abt inner peace,
tat knocks me thinkin..
do i have any inner peace?
do we realli live life to the fullest or are we jus livin for the sake of livin..?
i believed sec sch life is still the most worth memories to preserve..

why my life gone thru a sudden big change?
i felt tat i don have the energy to carry on with studies le..
i'm seriously tired..,
for all i know, i will be waitin for the day u come back....

2006-09-24T01:28:00.000+08:00

Get me out of here......
i'm numb....
god, come upon me.....
let the bless be blessed..
let the perish be perished.

2006-09-22T18:52:00.000+08:00

i don wan things to go this way...
i had my probs i don wish u to suffer wit me...
for tat's all i know..
hope u wont blame me.,
i jus wish to see u happy..
the one and only u..
thks for the past happy memories.
i wish i can make it up..
as for me.., gone with the wind...

2006-09-22T00:29:00.000+08:00

i'm full of gulit...
i'm sorry...
i wan to see u happy...
tat's why i chose to keep myself away from u..
sorry....

2006-09-21T16:34:00.000+08:00

sch gonna start soon..
25th sept needa report back to sch le..
holiday is over,
happi times is over.,
it's time to mug on studies and
change..

this few days nothin realli wonderful happened ..
except for mon night where we a grp of frenzs gathered
together for a soccer game.
a wonderful gatherin which reminds me of sec sch life..
but now no longer the same le..

it's time to move on...
perhaps doomsday is comin..........................

2006-09-18T16:16:00.000+08:00

jus how foolish can i be...
haiz..
i hate myself to the core..
but everythin is too late now....

2006-09-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

back then jus bought bb to first thai to try out the food..
delicious yet spicy.. haha
bb enjoyed her tom yum chix soup..

we went to esplanade, HMV to walk walk.
got her a DBSK album..

jus saw my timetable,
wat can u expect,
everyday startin sch at 8am..
hopefulli 2nd sem can get onli better

jus a short post, tat's all
signin off,,,,

2006-09-10T01:17:00.000+08:00

at this time,
suddenly jus feel like bloggin...

jus finished talkin to bb..
can hear she is not feelin happy..
haiz
wat can i do realli?...

sat, sun is suppose to be couples datin, goin out..
but todae i still have to work..
on the train saw couples happily together..
i jus felt so helpless..
i'm realli sorri bb...
haiz..

from her voice i realli can feel the unhappiness in her..
she said she don mind, but i'm feelin terribly on return
shld i let go..?
i don wanna tie her down..
haiz...
i'm realli sorry, tat all i can say..

when can i be free.................

2006-09-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

first day at first thai restuarant..
well everythin turns out fine.. luckily

perhaps still not adtap to the surroundin ba,
feel abit sianz at a thoughts.,
but i not gonna give up..
i will persist on..

now then i know the importance of money..
i promise i will be more concern abt my financial now
i will do it...

but not to worry bb, everythin will turn out fine,
cos u are stil the best..

well todae durin work,
saw quite a few of thai dishes which i say mus give them a try
mango salad; tom yum seafood, fried chix, and the list goes on

bb, will bring u to go try one day..,

i realised my mistake le, it's time to change..........

2006-09-06T19:21:00.000+08:00

if onli love is jus like a drama...

2006-09-06T14:51:00.000+08:00

a new chapter begins...

fri will be my first day workin at First Thai restuarant..
hopefulli everythin turns out fine..

as for those who do know this is the location

as for the other part of me..
it still hurts

hopes up high

2006-09-01T19:26:00.000+08:00

thks her for givin my blog a new face once again
hopefulli there is hope when u saw the rainbow

i would not allow myself to fall down again..

2006-09-01T15:38:00.000+08:00

2006-08-30T23:44:00.000+08:00

i'm lost

wat can i do...
i hope she can come back

i'm still hoping.........

2006-08-30T00:27:00.000+08:00

if tomo never comes- Ronan Keating

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes

Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

2006-08-29T14:52:00.000+08:00

guess i wont be able to redeem..,
never again..

i'm shattered.
it's hard to admit
pretendance, i'm jus too tired le
i thought everythin is jus so easy
but i'm wrong.
reali wrong

jus let me be ba, perhaps i'm sinkin deep
into a bottomless pit..
i can never stand up ba
i wish she could jus reach out a finger for me to hold on,
hopefulli one day everythin will be fine

weisheng, wish u never existed in tis world
a person who once go for fame and success
well guess he will not anymore,
he will not care abt anythin else
he jus wish to be a quiet person, a letdown person, a disgusted person.

wish u were here wit me
if u are torn, i'm willin to sacrifice to mend u back

2006-08-28T16:34:00.000+08:00

reveiw of my life....

am i successful at this stage of life?
no., my life is jus like a shit now

i got into lots of problems., i missed out my frenzs, i wish to get back to them
but i jus cant.

in primary sch, i was jus like a big fat cubby boy.
everyday jus go to sch and report back home once sch is over
everyday nutured by the care of my grandpa
but now tat he is gone.,

secondary sch jus get better.
sec one was like a playin day.
a grp of frenzs which i knew
though rebellious, we pon sch to went to play
bowlin or "CS"
durin sec 3 we were a grp of basketballers
representin at sch level
each day was jus like trainin to the evenin
each day was full of cheers and sweat
N level came and i did well, so as my O level
one grp of frenzs which i know for 5 yrs

we separated and get on with our paths.
some got into NS, while i'm still studyin

i got into problems, i'm truely sorry to 2 of my frens
i cant do anythin. i didnt wan it to happen
everyone perhaps are successful now, while i'm here still day dreamin
when can i wake up?
when can i get on wit my life?

she left me.
which i think she is right
perhaps i'm left wit nothin
i don deserve any sympathy

all i ask for is jus a normal life back
wake up u ass hole!!!!!!
u cant jus get on life like this
how i wish i could start all over again
i'm still an unsuccessful person for all tat i know,
i let everyone down,
my parents especially

i'm gonna be a remote person from now.....
and forever.......

wish everythin could be better one day
tat's my onli wish
tat's all i can wish for

2006-08-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

i donno..,

it's jus so hard to explain..
i have my reason.
i'm tired
i'm sorry

2006-08-22T17:57:00.000+08:00

exam is all over.. guess it's time
to roam ard agin.. haha.
hopefully i can get a short term job.
so lets jus pray hard..

guess i can never understand u..

the day is gettin nearer and nearer..
wat can i do? haiz..
how i wish....
the world is not round.,
i was never here existing.,
the world would be so beautiful.,
i was free from everythin.,
it never happened.,
i was holdin jus my last breath.,
everythin out there eventhough jus a simple thing would be so wonderful.,
life is simple.,
life is full of colours.,
afterall, perhaps wishes don realli exist..

<3 you
u're my "wei yi"

2006-08-12T17:22:00.000+08:00

happy couple

don think too much ok my dear..?
<3

2006-08-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

well, todae went to shop with bb..
bought a few clothes for bb, and got myself
a t shirt and a short..
zara is the name.. can feel tat the quality
is gd..
after on, we went to took some prints..
imagine takin prints till perspiring.. haha

2006-07-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

"My sweetheart"

happi 5th Mths!!~~

2006-07-16T23:09:00.000+08:00

oh my oh my..
it's been a long time since i last blog..
sorrie for the long post..

on this day todae..
it's the 5th anniversary of me and bb..
thks for ur wonderful "box of love"
touched by ur thoughts and effort..
love you..

life have been ok ups and downs..
everythin is fine yet dull..
work is pillin up and down..
sch days are gettin more stressed upside down..
but am glad tat i had u ard..
does it sounds nice?

so wat's more can we choose to grumble..?
haha.. look forward and aim for the best..
love u bb.. happi 5th mths together.. <3

2006-06-26T01:54:00.000+08:00

oh my..
sch jus gonna start in another 6 hrs time.,
and i'm here waitin for the next match featurin,
netherland vs portugal..
who's ur call on tis? haha

new sch term startin...
hopefully everythin works out well
haha.. same goes for BB..
haha.. u know who u are..

portugal....!!!!!

soccer fever

2006-06-23T04:00:00.000+08:00

Soccer, soccer and soccer..
hahah..
everyday almost i'm watchin soccer..
World cup fever!!..
sch is gonna start soon..
back to muggin period le..
hope everythin will be fine..
haha.. thks kellis...

tomo will be a better day...

a failure

2006-06-19T03:01:00.000+08:00

perhaps i'm a failure.
i'm alwis failing.
why is all tis happenin..
i wish to talk to someone at time
i'm human too, but i'm jus so lost
wat is happenin ard me...
sometimes i'm not tis type of person.,
everyone makes mistake but why mine
is such a major one..
i let everyone down
my frenzs, my beloved

i need someone to talk to..
i'm going crazy soon
how can i move on..
everyone is going, i'm still behind..
why?
how big is the world?
how big is my problems
my frenzs why everythin is aimin at me
i do hope i can get out of all this probs

i done her wrong..
i know wat i said now is jus all shit..
jus wat can i do now
i'm very sorry
i'm a idiot, a failure...

i tried all my best to maintain tis relationship
i thought i could do it
but i failed
failure, failure
truely a idiotic fool i am..
i don find my life meaningful at all now...
in the future too........

2006-06-10T18:07:00.000+08:00

now it's time to start everything anew..
haha..
i will not fail again...

World cup!!!!!!!!!
here's my picks for this few teams
England, Spain and Ivory coast..
wahhaha..
all the way world cup!!!!

2006-05-29T01:07:00.000+08:00

i'm feelin much better now..
after a talk wit u last night. thks..
although i show u the smile on me., but
there is still the pain in me which i did not wish to let
you see it..

you told me not for now..
i was glad to hear tat..
i will try to win u back wit all i could..
i promise u... i will give u time...
i jus wan u back wit me...

thks for all my frenz's concern..
i'm realli ok le.. haha thanks..

2006-05-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

i need to pick myself up....

haha.. never know tat i'm such a failure...
perhaps i'm realli not ready for a relationship..
now then i begin to realised..

everythin is jus so hard to be true..
i chose to let u go is becos i don wanna tie u down..
tie ur person but without ur heart..

i need to pick myself up..
from where i fell down...........

**** my memories****

2006-05-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

i'm fallin sick again..
haizz...

wat can be done....

suddenly i jus felt so empty wit myself..
wat is happennin to me God..?

i jus feel like sleepin....

for the rest of my life.....

wat can i do.......?

2006-05-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

wat is ur target in life..?
to be a successful person..?
everyone dream for the best
everyone dream for the perfections..
how abt the unperfections and the worst..?

every miracles is jus within our reach..
we are jus not sure abt ourselves..

jus how much enough are we to be perfect..

everythin comes to an end on 23rd May 2006...
wish u all the best.. wit <3

2006-05-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

perhaps i really don have a way out....

you will be sorely missed by me

take care

kelly.....................

workin life in sakae ends...

2006-05-22T22:25:00.000+08:00

21st May...
finally one this date my journey at sakae sushi comes to an end....
i had quit as a sakae staff..
wish all my frenzs there all the best then...

anyone has job to intro...?
wahahah...

16th may..
it;s the date i and dear together for 3 mths..
we went to crystal jade for a simple meal..
great food wit great xiao long baos..
haha..
thks for everythin..

term test is jus ard the corner and
i realli need to step up my gear
in order to obtain the gd results..

so wat's keepin u!!!!!!!!!!!?
study!!!!!! HAHA

2006-05-10T23:51:00.000+08:00

realised tat i had not been bloggin often now..
been bz wit work and sch..

over this few wks, it had been nothin jus pure bored...
sch goin fine as well as work..
however, last wk i jus sign the resignation form.,
which means i had quit sakae on the last wk on may..
hopefully all the best to the staff and frenzs workin there...

in addition went to watch MI3 with my poly mates..
haha.. a gd thriller movie..

our next movie "too fast too furious, Tokyo drift"?
or shld i say lucky plaza drift.. wahahaha...

i felt tat i had draw further and further from my sec sch mates...
if anyone saw this, i can onli said i'm sorry..
i didnt want it to be like this..,
jus hope u all are able to understand..
yr 2 le and everythin seems to be pilin up..
assignment and projects...
i need to work hard..

i jus cant seem to get to tat spot...
i'm a failure perhaps..
let my soul rest....

2006-05-01T00:47:00.000+08:00

I'm so cute.

WAHAHAHA.

2006-04-27T03:39:00.000+08:00

tat's my girl..

love you kelly... <3

2006-04-22T17:48:00.000+08:00

i'm the one which lead this the kite into the sky..
now the kite is flyin high up..... so far away......
from me....

my life is in a mixed now....

2006-04-15T01:23:00.000+08:00

realised i had not been bloggin often now..
been bz and perhaps nothin much to update too..
sch is realli startin soon..

my workplace had changed..
changin for the worst..
it had changed into a place full or argument
and hatred..
ppl jus becos wanna get to be promoted, they can do all kind
of things..
isnt this jus too straight forward?
we can easy see a person attitude and character..
thought of jus throw in the resignation letter
but jus tat i had my stuff to commit too..
i wanna earn to bring my dear out to enjoy herself
although i'm not in need of money at all..
there is also friendship in there cos we a grp
of ppl workin happily together..
there all the happily scenario tat keep us on workin together..
perhaps if this gonna go on, think quittin is the best way out.. haha

i realised i became to be more quiet now...
low esteem

this sunday is i and kelly together for 2 mths
so gld tat dear had been by my side all this while
thks and <3 u..
lets' walk the remanin path together okie?

an apology

2006-04-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

perhaps i'm wasnt myself..

it's been a while since i last blogged.
time realli flies..
17th april bell is ringin soon which
means sch gonna start and yr 2 is beginnin..

last fri went to my 5n1 buddies chalet..
as usual full of fun and joy..
bbq is jus so sizzlin tempting..
haha..

5th april..
went to K box wit heartz kelly..
her voice followed by mine as we conquer most of the song..
haha.. an happi outin at last cos it's dear's fav..
sch gonna start soon..
hope to get to see u each dae... <3

"i'm sorry i can't be perfect"....( from the song Perfect )

2006-04-03T01:36:00.000+08:00

isn't tat nice?.. haha

2006-03-25T02:25:00.000+08:00

jus how far are we..?
am bloggin at this hr where it's 2.30am..
jus cant get to slp..
hope kellis u are fine. take carez..
suddenly startin to back abt the past again..
somehow it jus lead me back..
everythin in the past perhaps is too unforgettable..
yesterday nite had a talk wit nick..
realised tat actuali he did change alot now..
don worry, u will meet ur girl soon.. jia you..
he gave me some advise and i was realli pleased for his concern..
somehow everyone is changing..
we were no longer like in sec sch when we used to crazy together..
somethin had gone missin..
haha.. perhaps tat's part of growin up in life..
sounds discouraging, but sch gonna start soon in 3 wks times
yr 2 le, gonna be more serious in my work le..
jus how far more are we..?
take carez my girl <3

2006-03-19T00:52:00.000+08:00

well. todae went to watch this movie wit kellis..
haha. afterall it's a nice show..
let u keep guessin throughout the movie..
expected the unexpected.. haha...
the main wolf is just urself and ur frenzs..
haha.. hope dear enjoyed the movie..

so sorrie dear, we had been watchin movie other than tat
is jus shoppin..
hope u wont mind all this..
can u let me know of places where u likes to go..?
so tat i can bring u to places where u enjoyed urself..
and also to keep you in suspense..
i got a big surprise soon for u...
but wanna keep it from u first..
haha..

childhood

2006-03-18T01:24:00.000+08:00

had not been bloggin for such a long time....

on 12th mar..
kellis's relatives and mum came to sakae for dinner..
was nervous of cos at the start but in the end was ok..
haha.. glad to hear from dear tat her mum likes me..
thks auntie... =)

as for the other dae..
plain workin.. i had been workin ever since sch holidae started..

14th march..
after work on the way home bump into my buddy zhao yuan..
so long didnt get to see him..
he asked me a question..
are we in the stage of losin childhood enterin workin society?
well, this question had a great impact in me and kept me thinkin..
wat he said reali make senses..
how long actualli do we still have..?
how long before we realli became grown up?
still remember the time of sec sch life, pri sch life and childhood..
all these seems to be disappearin..
no more be seen again...
when is the last time u reallli enjoyed urself?
but was glad i had dear along wit me..
perhaps right now at the age 19 then i realli started livin in this world..
perhaps i had realli wasted the past 18 yrs..
watever will it be..
that question i still cant find a answer for myself..
one tat realli appropriate answer for myself..

workin and workin..
and also meetin dear to give myself a break..
todea jus msg xiao yen..
wish u all the best in ur attachment..
though u gonna quit sakae.. all the best in wat u do
and perhaps bump into u at SP. haha..
take carez and thks my friend..

how long do i still have....................

a thousand yrs later....?
dear kelly i luv u...

mushcheeszarella

2006-03-12T00:59:00.000+08:00

firstly.. apology to those who cant reach to me thru msn..
my comp had been down for past few mths cos my msn is
all messed up..
some can talk to me while others cant. sorrie..
don be misunderstood tat i block u all..
reali sorrie to mingkai..
now my comp is back to normal..

has been workin 6 times a week.. so tired..
todae tried dear cookin..
listen carefulli for the dish name coz
it sounds jus so cool
~~Mushcheeszarella~~
cool? wahaha..
in simple is baked mushroom in cheese..
yummy.. thks girl for ur effort.. look forward to ur next dish..
tink tat's all abt it..
lastly to everyone of my frenz out there.. meet up one dae okie>?
cos it's a long while since we last met..
and also..
Eugene ngor where have u been? haha..

god!!

2006-03-09T15:28:00.000+08:00

i'm beginnin to doubt myself..
beginnin to blame myself..
beginnin to hurt myself..
beginnin to shut myself up..
beginnin to do soul searchin for myself..
beginnin to realise..
beginnin to get lost further..
beginnin to feel remorseful..

will ever these beginnin become endin in order to love you...
perhaps i'm lost again..
very lost...

2006-03-09T02:08:00.000+08:00

suddenly, i'm lost...

2006-03-07T00:57:00.000+08:00

had been workin so much full these few daes..
think it's time to give myself a gd break..
haha.. tat is to meet kellis on tues..
woohooo. cant waitin for it..
am so touched todea tat kellis accompany for lunch
durin my 2 hrs break.
we went to pastamania for a pizza..
haha..
aftertat, we went to take prints.. haha
was realli funni..
and also dear actualli waited for me to knocked off from work..
how sweets.. thks dear..
walked her home aftertat..
thks everythin kellis... <3

2006-03-05T01:32:00.000+08:00

thks gf for makin my blog unpathetic now.. haha..
thks dear for ur effort.. i liked it so much ..
woa she looked so stylish in her blazer..

woa so tired after work todea..
guess workin is alwis never easy-taskin
agree everyone? haha

guess the most relax moment is to be wit my sweet
little gf..
yesterday we went to holland V for a walk.
oh my it had change alot since my last visit..
bring dear to haagen daz for her ice cream delight..
afterwhich we went to take a walk before headin to the
very best laksa in holland V..
dear scared i cant take the spicy of the laksa...
haha..
next we head back to causeway to catch a movie
underworld evo....
nice and gross..
hope dear enjoyed the movie too..
aftertat i walked her home.. so sweet the feelin..
lookin forward to our next date on tues..
love ya my girl.. <3>

2006-03-01T01:38:00.000+08:00

a freak and a beauty. wahahaha

2006-03-01T01:03:00.000+08:00

it's been a while since i last blog..
finally.. all my exam had finished.. woohoo...
firstly thks to all my poly mates for our grp study..
thks for the help to each other..
hope we all will pass wit flyin colours..
so fast... my first yr in poly jus ended like this.
yr 2 le after sch reopen in april..

well, all this are the movie tat i watched wit kelly..
haha.. jus 4 from now..
each of the movie is jus okie.. ahha
jia you kelly for ur last paper on thurs!!

woa, todae was wokin full again
felt so tired after 2 weeks of study break
haha..
march is here.. miss you.. <3

2006-02-21T19:43:00.000+08:00

am i lost along the way...?

kellis

2006-02-20T00:47:00.000+08:00

hearts u my dear kelly.... <3

a new chapter began....

2006-02-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

well well.., still not realli started my revision for my exam..
oh my god!!! haha
tomo gonna go sch and hide myself in the library wit
one grp of frenzs to study for the exam
even though we are real noisy, we still get somethin out off it
at the end of the dae..
don ask me why or how, we jus able to benefit from the grp study..
haha.. all the best to my exam and also to my heartz kelly!!
love u alwis.. get well soon from ur headache ok? =]

lookin forward to the blissful march....

2006-02-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

i miss my girl..
she and her beautiful heart...
<3

simply the best

2006-02-17T00:39:00.000+08:00

it's simply the best dae i ever had....
thanks for ur trust in me... love you.. =)

happi valentine's day

2006-02-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

firstly, happi valentine's dae to everyone
and importantly to you
~~kelly~~...

well, yesterdae stayed at the library and study for up to 8hrs
wit my grp of frenzs.. as usual laughters and jokes thru out.
haha..
afterwhich went to meet up wit her at Juro point in the evenin for a dinner
Fish and Co.. haha hope u realli did enjoyed the dinner and also
the perspiring image of me. haha..
then, we walked ard and eventualli went home aftertat..
last but not least, hope u like that little so-called Surprise..
hopefullli there will be more surprises for u
i believe it will de...
once again, HapPi Val dae!! =p

2006-02-11T22:49:00.000+08:00

well.. went to watch "fearless" with kelly yesterday.
afterall my ratin for the show will be 8/10
if u are a kungfu lover, u shld not miss this one cos it's
simply action packed.
guess wat..? our conclusion for that movie is..
" is there realli over 50 branches of Jingwu wushu sch over the countries right now?"
haha.. one major doubt.
exam is comin.. and i'm not at all prepared yet.. haha
shit me....

i can sense it.....

2006-02-09T00:37:00.000+08:00

woa woa, it's been a while since i last blog.
had been so bz with assignments and after
work is jus so freakin tired..
exam is jus round the corner.
wat to do..? MUGGIN. =)

but also somethin wonderful gonna happen soon..
i believe it will and i sense it's near
haha, hopefulli everythin turns out well..
tat's all abt it., i gonna get back to muggin for exam and also
to refresh the energy i lost thru work. tat is Slpin~~~
haha..

it's time to mug for exam..

2006-02-02T00:13:00.000+08:00

well.. exam is jus ard the corner..
which means stress is jus at the doorstep too..
think i realli need to get serious down to work..
study revise and also dietin.. wahahha..
realli GET DOwn to study~~~ pl weisheng!!!!!!!!

todae is the last dae of my GEMS scents,sense,cents..
kinna felt abit unwanted cos i jus got to know a grp of new frenzs
but we are biddin gdbye to everyone..
anyway we had put up a gd presentation. wish everyone all the best too..
keep in contact yea?? haha

aftertat went to work..
as usual onli one word to describe
BUSY!!!! shit man.. haha
but everythin went well durin work..
tomo is jus another dae..
hopefuli it's a gd dae
god bless!!!

now it's time to work hard....

2006-01-31T22:16:00.000+08:00

yoz yoz yoz..
CNY comes so fast and go so fast...
bu zhi bu jui is alreadi the third dae of new yr...
well,. new yr had been dealin with choco, snacks, "ba gua" and lots more,...

chu 1 (first dae of CNY)...
went to my er jiu (second uncle) hse..
a big gatherin once again.. felt so comfortable
watched dvd on one more chance(Jack neo flim)..
a grp of us cousin migglin together..
haha, guess tat's wat new yr is all abt
a dae in a yr of gatherin..

chu 2(second dae of CNY)
went to my da jiu (big uncle) hse..
tat's where all the gamblers are called upon on this dae..
hahah.. we play blackjack..
wanna know i win or lost?.... =p
simply three words to describle
Fun~~ fun~~ fun...
aftertat went to cousin's DIY shop to shift the goods as we are relocatin the shop..
dealin wit goods till midnight..
done, went to boon lay for nasi lemak
boon lay best.. realli mus go try it!!! cos is simply delicious..
and also somethin funny..
Kelly!!!? did the ice cream came to haunt u?
wahahha

chu 3( third dae of CNY)
continue to shift the goods...
startin from 10 to 8..
after a dae of hardwork we had our dinner at Suki Sakura
we havin buffet..
haha.. omg i ate till so full
a tired yet fun dae!! haha

oh my oh my..
festival is over and now is time to get back to usual weight..
I"M GOING FOR DIET!!!!!!
and i mean it.., startin from TOMO...
everyone wish me gd luck..
fatty wei... wahahha =)

an enjoyable dae

2006-01-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

well well well.,
i realised i had put on weight over the past few mths..
i needa go joggin again.., on diet again.
oh dear fatty me.. wahahaha..

wat a day~!!
hahah.. although is jus a short 2 hrs meetin..
felt so comfortable.. went to NYDC for a snack
sat down there and chat..
haha thks and hope u enjoyed the 2 hrs, though jus onli watchin me eatin..
haha. hopefulli to see u eat on our next meetin..

lunar new yr step is drawin near..
hereby wish everyone a happi lunar new yr.. =p

update of life..

2006-01-26T00:55:00.000+08:00

Where will u be in 50yrs time.....
will u be a successful person in life?
will u get wat u wanted in life?
will u lead a happy life?

hmmm, for me i wish to be jus wat i wan to be...

fri is approachin and i kinna feel nervous abt it..
what is wrong wit me
why do i have this feelin?
haha nevertheless i'm still lookin forward to friday
hope u will enjoy on tat day

this two days had been workin..
so tired after sch but still needa work
todae is jus a shit day
got into an exchange of words wit a kitchen staff.
workin at sakae is such a shit..
seein ppl mood and accommodate to them
wtf...
tomo will be a better day..!! ~~~ =D

2006-01-25T00:34:00.000+08:00

乌云在我们心里刻下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠过天边
北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
在山腰间飘逸的红雨
随著北风凋零我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地
深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰

jus simply enjoy listenin to this song by Jay Chou~ Feng~
every words of it is jus so meaningful...

THAnkS~~

2006-01-22T00:02:00.000+08:00

well, a day of work..
nothin much to update also..
everythin is fine at work too..
well, shld said everythin is back to normal at work now..
everythin is jus so normal now..
though u might not saw this, but still a veri big thanks to u (Yen)..
hopefulli we are still frenz afterall.. thanks..

finally a burden in my heart has fade off......
tomo workin full. omg~~!! haha

~~tomo will be another fine day~~
i believe it will...........................

laughin off my chair

2006-01-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

it's the first time ever i laughed and fell off from my chair..
had a great talk wit kelly..
nice and funni girl. opps.. haha
first thing ever i received from her. tat's her hamster "baopei" pics,
wanna share it wit u all..
hope u wont mind, kelly :)..

isnt tat cute? haha (copyright rule) =p

2006-01-20T21:36:00.000+08:00

well., my day jus got better bit by bit...
went to orchard to shop wit ngor todae...
met him at 1.30pm after sch straight,
well, went ard heeren and far east to get the shop i'm findin for.,
dropped by to Domanchi to get a long sleeve shirt,
checker style wit white backgrd.. kinna cool ba.,.
haha.. saw quite lots of shirts but still need to do some self-control
will get back to there after CNY,..
lastly, i still couldn't find the shop tat sells the wonderful mee goreng tat u said..
haha. guess tat's all abt todae.. =]

~~hope my day jus get better each dae!~~

2006-01-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

wat would u do when u had face wit lots of problems?
run away or face it..
perhaps life is jus so unpredictable..
when one is down wit lots of probs, things jus don go the right way..
everyday is jus a rainin day for them..
but hope everyone who has probs eventualli will have their way out..

i'm driftin ard..
life is never easy.,
never fair..,
never tat beautiful.,
never tat wonderful.,
never tat peaceful.,
never tat successful.,
never clear of doubts.,
but as time goes by,hope tat all the "nevers" will become possibles...

a 188 bus ride

2006-01-17T22:27:00.000+08:00

well, todae went to the doc for a follow up appointment on my pimples
as usual, takin the bus no 188..,
hmm.. thoughts jus flushes by me when i'm takin the bus no. 188 ride...
somehow, i jus got into tat kind of feelin..
hmmm.. after two yrs alreadi..
hope she is doin fine now..

well well, CNY is jus ard the corner without me noticin.. haha
still havent got my clothings ready, hopefulli this fri meetin up
wit ngor to go shoppin.. hope it wont be a waste trip once again..
i gonna go get the Adidas bag!! woohooo.. haha.. as for the clothin,
will jus walk ard and see wat i can find.. =)

"~~ash green is the colour~~"

2006-01-16T00:13:00.000+08:00

sunday.. 15/1
hmmmm.. oh ok.. was so tired todaer..
workin for the full day ... everythin is fine at work..
oh ya, i saw a Hebe look alike at work todae.,,
"omg~~" she realli look so much alike Hebe,
but sadly all my frenz don agree wit me.. haha.
tired!!! haha... =x

sat.. 14/1
nothin much on tat day but instead went shoppin at orchard wit jiaxing..
so crowded tat day, tat's why i neva like shoppin at weekends.. cos, u had to queue up
to try for ur shirts or watever pants.. but can understand cos CNY is jus ard the corner..
we went from far east all the way to Plaza sing.. not much harvest for tat day,
but onli managed to get a shirt at 4skin,... after tat went to centrepoint Mac for a drink
after tat home sweet home.. a great day afterall.. =p

Xiong's BdAE

2006-01-14T01:14:00.000+08:00

woa woa.. firstly happi birthday to zhen xiong... went to Lau Pa sa to have some "zhu chao".. haha.. we order quite lots of food seafood and so on and so for..
the dinner was nice but the sutpid sting-ray fish spoilt our day..
Its actualli turn BAD!!! haha.. after the dinner, bashin time.., we went to a backalley and had the bdae bash goin on.. "haha".. wanna try?>.. guess tat's all
abt it. lastly once again happi bdae to Xiong!! =p

2006 a yr of new hopes!!

2006-01-12T20:06:00.000+08:00

yea... in the yr of 2006... hmmm, nothin to update abt so far...
but on Jan 6, i did somethin which all my life i had never done b4., tat is actualli to go and approached a girl and ask for her number.. wat's is wit me? seriously i also donno why i did tat.. is it reali the first sight of attraction..?
well, was happi to know her and hope things goes well.. new life in a brand new yr... so i'm hoping for a great yr ahead.. hopefulli to all my frenzs out there too... guess tat's all abt it... ;p

happenings in the yr 2005

2006-01-12T19:59:00.000+08:00

well, wat have i done in the yr 2005?.. hmmm.. think back kinna have lots to write abt..
a yr where i got to know tat a relationship actualli take two hands to clap..
a yr where i tried to forget someone...
a yr where my grandpa was no longer here wit me.. *will miss u ah gong*..
a yr where i realli knows wat backstabbin is all abt..
a yr where i got to know a frenz thru work but...
a yr where i entered poly life and on my own...
a yr of.... hmmm think tat's all abt it.. well hopefulli i will not look backwards
but lookin forward into the yr 2006.... =p

A new start...

2006-01-12T19:30:00.000+08:00

It's my first ever blog here so gonna keep it short... update of my lifes and happenings...